Hybrid mess in progress

I have been writing notes and thoughts for myself for many many years. As a way to unload, process, start a conversation with my own person.
Sometimes it just stays in note in my phone or computer or even inside the enormous amount of half written notebooks I own.
Sometimes it becomes more and  will slowly develop into the beginning or the red thread of an artwork, a performance or even a full exhibition concept. 

But why share them now ? I have been reading lately blogs and letters of friends and also from women that I don’t know personally, and it has helped me. It has helped me relativize, laugh, project, process, develop, heal. Reading voices of other women help me go through this mad and wonderful thing that’s life. 
So here I thought, eventually that can be useful to someone. Maybe my chaos can actually make sense to someone else. 
Here it is, my take on everything and nothing. What I see and feel through the lens being an artist, a woman, an expat, a wife, a daughter and everything else in between and who I am not yet. 

It is raw and completely unpolished, I am not a writer, but Ill try my best to be a good conversation friend. 

Ps: english is not my first langage so pardon my mistakes. But I will write like I am. just not perfect.